11/05/2009

Let's Share A Sad Story.

One night a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

Who cares if it's true or not.
Just one question, if I ask you would you answer?
How much do you believe in love?
Maybe I'm just a girl who talks about this too much, but I'll keep going till I understand it.

Forever.

Since Vannya Istarinda posted something like this, and I almost cried reading it. I'm also gonna do an attempt to make this post for you guys.

There's always those people in your life who comes and goes. As close as you are with them, it always ends with small things which leads up to big fights. We've been going through a lot of that, but it won't stop us. Lost one person, not planning on losing another one.
24th of September is when it all started, we've been this close ever since. There have been some ups and downs. But hey, life is like a roller coaster right? And so is friendship, nothing wrong with that.
There has been those crazy times,

sad,


memorable,


unforgettable,


no matter what happens. Wether guys, problems, drama and all that shit gets in the way, you guys would still remain my number one.
What if,
You ran away from home? Then I'll help you pack your bags, and take you to my place.
Someone broke your heart? Then I'll comfort you, even if it means I'd have to leave everything else behind.
You just wanted someone to listen to what you say? Then I'll stay on the phone with you, even if it takes up to 24 hours.
You're missing someone? Then I'll give you a long hug, and tell you they're missing you back.
You were crying? Then I'll have tears too, but try as hard to wipe off yours.
You just needed someone beside you? Then I'll take a cab, and be there in 15 minutes.
You want to have fun? Then I'll take you out, we'll drink some shots, and get fucked up.
You were confused? Then tell me, I'll find a way for you to figure it out.
Name it. I'll be there sweety.

I love you,

for Nadine Kaiser and Sophia Hertzke, I miss you guys and you have no idea how much I do.

11/03/2009

"Whoever wishes to keep a secret must hide the fact that he/she possesses one"
Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe (1749-1832) German poet, novelist and dramatist.

There are two kinds of secrets;
Those we keep from others and the ones we hide from ourselves.
Have you tried both?
Maybe I've hid more secrets from myself more than I've hid them from others. It's called not wanting to know the truth. And yes, I've had those moments.
The truth hurts, especially when it's too late to find out. But running away from it won't make it better one bit. I've known people who lies, I know I do myself. Maybe sometimes it's better not knowing than knowing something's wrong. It's tempting yes, just not the way it should be.
Like they say, the truth will always reveal itself even if it takes time. Secrets are meant to be kept silent, but there's always a point where it should break out.
I admit, I've tried running away from the truth more than I've counted. I think it's time to realize that there's nothing wrong with hearing the 'bad news'. Instead it can give us a sense, another way of seeing things, and most importantly we can take a lesson from it.

You'll find out, somehow.